Tuesday, January 24, 2006

tune~

tidatitidatitidatitidadoo~ Handel tune of the 4th movement still stuck in my head temporary for now .. dunno how to get it out .. haa. Todae Genus time was fun . FUN!
getting a bit to the mood of studying . hope i can study tmr from 12 to 7 pm . wahaha.. long break in between my tutorial n lecture. Hope i can do something useful during tat period of time . Wanna rest now but so many cca stuff to do ! arghh! gtg do them now !Sayonara!

Posted by cheng at 6:59 AM

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

charmed.wahaha

todae i was stuck wif a weak constitution when i woke up. Couldn't wake up for an appointment wif the ex treasurer . feel so guilty. terrible. Lecture for BU2480 was horrible too. So heavy.
after tat , I had dizziness n stomach upset, also , onset of blowing stress , decided not to attend the guitar practice.It has been a long time to go to the optometrist to fix my specs position pegs over my nose, "flirted" with the optometrist, (he is always charmed by me ever since i stepped into his shop) n got the service charge for free! last words ? "For u , free lah , never mind about it." wahaha... din know plain lonewolf emitting charm there. wahahaha...

Posted by cheng at 6:32 AM

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

i was approached one of my friend to do singing for a birthdae party. well . i'm not too sure. really.
My voice has not been very good since i was in primary school .
I really dunno whether to accept a not.
maybe I shldn't.
Maybe I shld.
I'm now like lost n confused.
What r my strengths exactly ?
I dunno.
Until now i dunno my strengths. Gotta go reflect now.

Posted by cheng at 3:32 AM

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

tired depressed angry frustrusted

damn angry at myself . y couldn't i do better ? y can't i get over it n get it done n over with ? Y is it that when u nearly see the light someone is out there to pull it out from ur eyes? Y? Y is it tat i have this senseless nightmares these few daes? CAN'T THEY LEAVE ME ALONE! I need love . And attention. And respect. GODDAMNIT! i just wish i can live my life the right way again. I need to get my hands on something. maybe sleep. maybe more alcohol. maybe books . I juz very damn sad i can't pull myself up wif a few courageous words. I tried to pray. Maybe i din pray hard enuff. I tried to read my mentor's guidance. It helped. But I'm like so down. maybe the black furry mini skirt I bought from C.O.A.X. n the top silk cheongsam i bought from SERIES on tue evening can cheer me up, juz a bit, juz a bit, wif my parents' praise, a bit more, a bit more.