Wednesday, November 07, 2007

MY TOTS

ANguISh. Pained. no love. NOt Loved .
Lonewolf is suddenly lonely. Can't reach out to someone.
Can mug. can do lab. can do FYp. but sharp pain everytime i think of him.
I promise not to think of him anymore. For the sake of my family and friends.
He is a jerk, n i shld have recognised it.
Desire to love someone again is definitely a sin.
Giving up on love is a bad idea.
dependence is suddenly so critical.
WOULD I ever be loved?
I am deranged.
How long before i recover from this senseless Shit!
I am bad. I am good. I am evil. I am an extrovert externally but internally an introvert.
WHAT e creature I am!
Does this kind of person ever exist.
This is really crazy lo.
No scientist can understand me.
the more i grow, the more i DUNKnow myself.

Posted by cheng at 9:32 AM